Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I want... I want... I want....

After a day of reading about patience and reconfirming that some goals take time..... Confirming that I'm in the right place at the right time and I need to learn to enjoy the now.... Take the lessons that are here and improve....

WHAM! I come across the Porsche of my dreams. Location: my hometown!... At the price I would pay for it.... And just freakin' gorgeous!

Now keep in mind - I was not looking for a "cherry" Porsche. What I really wanted was a kind of beat up but still in good order Porsche 911 or 912 that I could take out for joy rides on the weekend and play under the hood. THIS IS THAT PORSCHE!!! My heart is beating fast and I'm pacing in my living room! I very rarely react to things this way. I'm usually pretty mellow when it comes to stuff/things/items.... (panting...) Ok, ok, simmer down... It is just a car....

What does this mean??? I thought we were all "good" today universe! What the heck?!

Is this a sign? Is it time to have this Porsche of my dreams? Is it a karmic teaser to make me wait and teach me a lesson... Ohhhh, it is soooo difficult to know! Am I supposed to go meditate on this and find the reason why I'm not supposed to have this right now.... Meditation, not a bad idea....

Ya know, isn't that just what happens? Just as soon as I get my head straight and I'm all content with the world and have things figured out - the universe throws me for a loop!

Or maybe.... it's a gift from the universe for being so patient....... ;) Yeah... I may have to think on this... I do have 5 days until the auction comes down.

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